Basically Hammy ruined my weekend by introducing a song: "Banmal Song" sung by CNBlue YongHwa and SNSD Seohyun because he knew I was a sucker for good songs, especially duets. And that proved to be the single most devastating heart wrenching weekend ever because YongSeo made me happy/sad/excited/disappointed throughout.
Not sure why I had such big emotions over that show, perhaps its the pure and innocent relationship they had? Perhaps the scriptwriter was a genius? Even though every single WGM couple and the things they do are scripted, I believe that the interactions and expressions cannot be faked. The amount of chemistry between Yong and Seo is unbelievable, compared to the "Adam couple" which was more funny then touching and the "Khuntoria couple" who only touched each other, "YongSeo" touched my heart much much more with their simple yet truthful interactions and it made me realize I am still a warm-blooded human.
It reminded me of the jc days where I would put in alot of effort to make gifts, practice songs and plan surprises for Zoe and vice versa.
When the couple ended their "on-air" relationship, it was so heart wrenching that I literally had no mood to double click on any game icon for the whole weekend. (Oh by the way my weekend is fk long because of a 3 day week. I have thurs, fri, sat, sun, mon free which was why I can clear 51 episodes and still have alot of time left) YongSeo ended just as abruptly as it started, just when they were getting comfortable with each other. Just when all the hard work Yong had put in to make Seo comfortable and no longer awkward around him and his friends. The show WGM managed to make many many happy memories for YongSeo but I personally feel that there is no closure at all, and the only thing YongSeo left for the viewers is their songs and hence I was stuck listening to banmal song and lovelight and googling about what happened to them after WGM for the whole weekend.
The impact of YongSeo for me was so big, big until I unsealed the forbidden piano and tried to learn and play banmal song. I then realized that being a fan of Kpop is actually very tiring, the language is pretty hard even though romanizations/translations and subs are everywhere. But to learn to play a korean song is so much harder because I have to first memorize the pronunciations and lyrics before I even start practising the notes.
So the aftermath of YongSeo for me is perhaps a tearful gameless weekend which was why I absolutely refuse to watch any other WGM couple because it is really very 犯贱 to make myself sad all over again. Tried to look for SNSD Seohyun files in comics connection but it is freaking 16 bucks for a lousy quality file. I introduced it to Ben but I'm not sure if he is watching the same thing as me since he keep noticing Yong's mother to be very chio instead.
Anyway enough about YongSeo. A few light hearted things to note:
NM modules are really funny. This sem I took NM2210 Interactive Media Design: Theory and it turned out to be the biggest joke module ever. Firstly it was 1300 points in round 2 and I got it for 1 point in round 3. Fk all of u noobs that bid for UEMs in round 2. Another tip I learned from an imba friend of mine is to bid for core mods in round 1 and drop them in round 3 and rebid them to get back half the points. I managed to save about 1400 points with this method already thanks to imba ryan. Anyway back to NM, it is currently week 6 and I have yet to go for a single lecture since there is no exam, I have yet to do a single reading but have gotten participation points every tutorial. I literally waltzed into the tut room with no readings, no laptop, no assignment done and smoked my way through like a boss. Epic.
Another joke mod is my FYP. It is week 6 and I have yet to even install the andriod compiler onto my desktop. However I have managed to convince my prof that there is actually progress LOL. I went to a prof meeting one day totally unprepared and at the end of the meeting he actually said and I quote: "Good! Well done! There is progress already." At one point of time I was so engrossed and dedicated to smoking my Prof until I myself am convinced that there is actually progress lmao. There is a saying: To bluff opponent must bluff your own team mate first. For me I bluff opponent until I bluff myself into it. Really high level gameplay.
Lastly, guild wars 2. Fk. It is an awesome game but I got suspended because apparently "Erections" has too much sexual innuendos and is deemed too pornographic to be an IGN and hence I got suspended for 72 hours due to a violation in naming policy. Which also explains why I am typing this whole load of crap that bores the crap out of crap here.
I realised I have a natural recurring 犯贱 attitude towards games.
In Maplestory, I chose to become a bandit/chief bandit/shadower which was a class that is grossly underpowered with items that are grossly overpriced. If I had spent the same amount of time leveling a Nightlord/DK in maple I think I long ago level 200 already.
In dota, my first ever hero that Yuxuan taught me to play is Enigma. Fk his face seriously. Even at the peak and height of my WCG days in dota I also cannot play Enigma properly and I actually learned Enigma first. People usually start with zeus/sniper/sven as their first int/agi/str hero but I had to choose one of the hardest heroes to start with and extremely team mate reliant.
In DragonNest I have achieved unparalleled success in all characters, but once again I started DN with an Archer. A class that was impossible to both PVE and PVP because of its underpowered nature. I persevered till max level and even reached the top few Bowmasters in Westwood ladder only to realise a few months later that I repeated the same feat with all other jobs with half the gold and half the time. After being the top FU, top EL, semi-top BM, top Acro I finally realised how dumb I was and told myself never to repeat the same mistake again.
In GuildWars2, I did all my research before hand, I consolidated peers who played the beta and realised that Warriors/Thieves/Rangers were the strongest and Elementalists were pretty weak and extremely complex and challenging to play with. And guess which profession I chose? Thats right. Elementalist. Fml. Paper as shit, sub par damage. Sigh. Is there actually a mental illness to describe people who love to do things the hard way just to seek approval and acknowledgement from others?
